Lady N

A new collection

2010-04-02T13:30:00.001+08:00

A newly Motorola Milestone Android which was launched a week ago has been officially mine.

-_-'

2010-01-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

Life is getting tougher,unexpectedly.

Finally!!!!

2009-11-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

At last! Exams are done. No more stress (for the moment though). No more 24hrs study everyday. No more cramping everything into the brain. Let's just pray so that I make it through all my modules. Unbelievable but through....only 3 months to cover the whole syllabus and voosh...there you go for your exam. In that 3 months packed with lectures and tutorials to attend everday(0830-1830); tutorial qns and lab logbooks to be done everyday(1939-0100); not forgetting assignments and reports piled up...gosh..surely you wonder how am i going to study for exams....let the answer be in the air.

First time going out with both my parents and him. hahhaha.....I would not go into details.

Next on the list: SHOPPING SPREE!!!!!
When was the last time I really satisfy myself splurging?...hmm...to be accurate it's almost 4++months?! Gosh! I'm so a totally different person now! No longer the girl who always like to shop almost every single day...oopss...the little secret is out.

Darlings, let's meet up soon. Shall we? ;)

Muhammad: The Most Influential single figure

2009-10-16T14:09:00.001+08:00

Fame 2009

2009-09-24T15:55:00.003+08:00

Let's have a break during recess before we start mugging! ;)
PS: beep me if any of you want to catch it.

Somebody just don't get it

2009-09-18T13:10:00.002+08:00

Aren't you tired of making people's life miserable?

Dropping messages out of the blue. Is this what you called that you have move on? Ridiculous. Why can't you settle everything at one go? Not only the first time but umpthteens of times you pull me back. Each time I moved on, you make yourself appear in me. Why?! And you got the guts to say that I can't move on. Oh,come on! JANGAN ANGKUH. Siapa yang tidak boleh lanjutkan perjalanan hidup sekarang?? You or me?? Siapa yang masih tersangkut dengan kenangan silam??

Cukup bagi aku dirikan kebenaran tentang kau selama ini walaupun ader perkara yang tidak benar. Never in my life talk bad about you nor bentangkan gejala yang boleh menjatuhkan maruah kau kat diorg. What others say about you is true. Lelaki keparat dan dayus macam kau memang tak layak jadi teman aku. Kau tak tahu menilai antara permata dengan kaca.

Setelah aper yang aku buat untuk kau,ini aku terima dari kau? Lagi-lagi dalam bulan rejab dan ramadan.
Allah maha adil.
Kau akan terima balasan yang lebih berat dari aper yang kau sudah buat kat aku.
Remember: You won't lead a smooth and good life anymore. Kau akan tetap tersangkut sedia kala walaupun kau nafikan bahawa kau sudah lupakan.

What goes around comes around.

The results were finally released

2009-09-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

Today is the moment where I am finally and officially hold a position as a Design & IT Officer (Pegawai Reka & IT) in Perbayu. 5 days of nervousness and have been bothering my mind have come to an end. Never in my life thinking that I'll open up my horizon and be involve in depth in my study line which has got to do with computers. Thought that after completing my Yr3 MP/SIP at Philips, I will no longer want to do any events or being involved in creating websites or etcetra because being a programmer is tedious and stressful.

Being an undergraduate in NTU, I have now realised that my life path will have got to do with programming no matter how far I try to avoid or run away from it. Alhamdulillah,I have realised my potential and accept fate.

Thanks Allah for guiding me and show me the best path which you have decided for me despite some reluctance-ness in the beginning for not being able to accept the route that you gave me when I was confused and have the sense of no-where-to-go after I graduated with my diploma.

From this moment onwards, I assumed that my schedules will be packed with studies, improvising / designing / implementing (whatever you want to call it...) websites, tuitions and many more to come. So people out there whom I know you miss me alot; Sorry for not being able to hangout with you guys/girls often. But if you do want it to happen, guess that you have to book me in advance. Probably 1 week in advance or better 1 month earlier so that I can fit you in my available slots.

Mark the date

2009-08-20T01:00:00.006+08:00

Had a lovely outing with my gals despite the short number of hours available last night. Dinner at teadot was filled with laughter and crappiness. Our first try-out of the cafe. Sharing and pouring all our anger,sorrow,encouragement and advices to one another like how WE INTELLIGENT PEOPLE SETTLE PROBLEMS UNLIKE THOSE MORONS AND FUCKERS OUT THERE USING VULGARITIES.

Kepada Perempuan yang benar2 tidak sedar diri,

If you think that you are up to that perfectionalism in taking care of him,why does he pour out all of his problems to other girl than you..? Why must he find me wishing that he can pass his final prac after few attempts despite you giving him encouragement? Oh,probably you're not sincere about it or perhaps you are too lazy to get your ass off from the ground,stand up for him and give him semangat yang berkobar2.

You said you trust his feelings more than you trust me? What sort of sentence is that? Hahaha,go do some English revision lazy brat! People trust the person more than the feelings whenever they are in a relationship not vice-versa. This shows that there are no trust on one another in your case. Kesian. Patutlah gaduh sepenuh masa. And the base point for the occurance is because of me. Frequent quarels were due to me like wtf?! I got nothing to do with your misunderstandings. I assume you have bird's brain or maybe otak dan minda kau macam tin kosong.

Feeling jealous and insecure huh when he's surrounded with other girls...memang padan muker kau. You are such a selfish,arrogant and ignorant human being. Want things all by yourself. I wonder what kind of a person who is already attached,and still has the guts to be sandwiched by other guys (who happen to be the friend) on a bench when the boyfriend is not around. It depicts that the person TIDAK TAHU MENJAGA MARUAH DIRI DAN TIDAK MENJALANKAN TANGGUNGJAWAB SEBAGAI SEORANG KEKASIH. Bila ditegur,merajuk dan berambus. Sekarang siaper puki miskin,huh?! Satu lelaki da sodok kau pun tak cukup, masih nak lelaki lain?...hahahah. Memang dasar perempuan murah. ONE GUY IS NEVER ENOUGH FOR YOU. Perempuan haramjad yang tak sedar diri,hidung tak mancung pipi tersorong2. Muker tembok.

Kau ingat kau ugut aku melalui SMS aku takut? Please la..I can easily and jolly well make a police report biar kau masuk lock up. Singapore does not entertain riots nor fights if you do not know the policy. Yelah...kater 21 tahun tapi pemikiran dan perangai macam sundal. You think through hurting other person physically can solve the conflicts? Such a short-minded person.

Life as a freshmen

2009-08-14T21:25:00.004+08:00

It's been a week the semester has started and thank god I'm able to remember the places in school. Can't deny despite being able to remember few places, I was lost too...walking round the area to find the class which eventually the designated place was 'hidden' in the area.

Subjects that I am learning now have been studied in poly...so kind of boring but nevertheless,it's go0d that I still do attend the lectures bcuz it's a revision for me after 7 months of not touching any books and study.. Tutorials and lab sessions will resume on the following week so,this week kind of holiday week. Really made full use of it..hahha.

Not yet made lots of new friends but perhaps sooner or later. Been observing people and I do envy them despite of me being so young if compared to them who are probably in their mid 20s. Saw a handful number of people whom I've seen b4 in sec sch,ncc and poly.

Sidetrack:
Thought that you would never contact me again since I scolded you on my day but you proved me wrong. Honestly speaking, if you can't stand that person who has been controlling you (which in the beginning u denied whn i told you tt), just leave her and follow what your heart says. Go back to the person whom you can't bear losing nor leaving. Be strong and ask the person whom you can't bear losing nor leaving if she's still sincere in accepting you back. I know that you want to do that for a long time already. Give it a try,I am sure that she'll accept you back without any hesitations. Trust me. Treat it as starting a new chapter instead of continuing where both of you had left which is also known as 'patching up'. With that, I can assure you that neither you nor the person whom I'm referring to will ever be hurt and corrupt the new chapter. Insyallah. Don't force and torture yourself clicking onto something that you don't like because you'll be at a losing end eventually. So what are you waiting for??..

WHEN MIND AND HEART COLLIDE, ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEART.

Here's a short note...

2009-08-08T22:03:00.001+08:00

Recently,the thinking and missing of that somebody really haunts me down. Too stressful about it that constantly make me broke down easily anytime,anywhere. My life has changed tremendously, feeling lonely and despair despite having lots of cliques around me. Past memories keep on rewinding in my mind and to be honest, I really miss you.

You've always been by my side all the way for almost 4 years through thick and thin. But now, all gone in just a snap. You just don't know how deep it feels to be hurt by somebody whom you had build the bridge with. How I wish I can still share my new life as an undergrad with you. How I wish I could celebrate my b'day with you. How I wish....

Thanks.

Qadeemul Kanaz

2009-08-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

The only camp that I went among all the camps in school that I had applied for.

Qadeemul Kanaz (31st July - 2nd Aug);
the duration where I met most of the Malay people in collaboration from NTU-NIE,
the time when I see gorgeous people who have the package of looks and intelligence,
the moment that makes me realise that finally I belong to the right network circle and people which I had wished for,
the days which I enjoyed my time with the funny and great people,
the camp which does not miss any praying time.

Had a great time meeting new people not only smart but gorgeous too..masyaallah. I do miss my loved ones too.

P.S: Darlings, I really miss you all. Can we meet up soon?

A wish that has been granted to you

2009-07-29T22:45:00.005+08:00

Dear Boy,
If I weren't there accompanying and waiting patiently for you at the canteen or even worst,I don't have any prac thus we didn't see each other in the circuit and decided to be hard on not wanting to meet you, I can rest assure you that you will face a failure again in your third attempt for class2prac3. Never in my life want to see you disheartened and disappointed in any matter of all sizes. I'm very happy when I see a smile on your face. And sorry for showing a long face for almost 2.5 hours,which I admit none of us like to see that. I was just controlling my anger.

Recalling back what you had told me earlier about the stuffs which made you have difficulties in forgetting me,I was touched by the memories that you brought back. Probably it is due to me enjoy mothering you and throwing my entire being into the relationship which nothing can stop me and there are no holds barred. I don't think you can ever find a replacement which can treat you similar to the way you were being treated by me. Like what I said in the previous post; Follow your heart but not your desire. I'm quite angry at her for mistreating you all this while.

Another point would be don't ever think that I don't deserve you. Nobody's perfect in this world. No matter how bad you treated me,I still do accept you for who you are and the feelings will never change. Heck-care what others say about us in any fields. Once again; Qualifications can never be associated and linked with pure and sincere love.

~Had a really great time with you just now. I think finally you can laugh and be your ownself again,right?... ILY & IMY

Dinner Gathering

2009-07-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

Planned out to have a bbq but due to my tight schedules for the past few weeks which I'm not able to commit the plannings,it was cancelled. Thus decided to have a dinner instead at downtown. All the expected people came down except for their partners.

Dear Nina,Khairun,Fara & TzeKang,
It's a great pleasure to get to know all of you; sharing stuffs from study-base and all the way to gossiping about others. Really had a fun time laughing out loud like no one business in the pastamania. My intention to gather together was because it might be our last time being close to one another before it's time for us to go our seperate life. Despite those upcoming hectic time we'll be having, we can still do meetups probably once a week?... I wish you all the best in your future endeavours; Nina,Fara,Khairun - teaching , Tze Kang - NS & NUS and last but not least me - NTU. :)

Out of the blue...

2009-07-23T23:22:00.005+08:00

After 3 weeks of silence,somebody dropped me a text asking me how I was. Shocked to be said upon seeing the sender's name.

To: The Guy
Silent doesn't mean you're forgotten nor I don't want to have anything to do with you. I just want to see if you can withstand without having me around with you. But it proves me wrong. You are filled with disappointments and you tend to keep things a lot to yourself. Where is the MRK that I've known for 4 years? Where is he? What has happened to him? I remembered you told me that she's A LOT better than me but it seems that you are about to be torn apart from your ownself by her. See,this is what you get when you hurt others badly. Even before you told me "I love you" and a few seconds later "I miss you" yesterday, I already knew it. I know you very well,boy. Having me around,you prefer to be as childish as you were a lil boy but I don't think you'll be the same when you're with her. The following is a song that you asked me to listen because it describes your feelings. I've been hearing it over and over again to understand your condition now. Boy, follow your heart not your desire. Qualifications can never be compared and associated with love. Remember when you asked me if you were to sit on a wheelchair for the rest of your lifetime, what were my answers...? Think about it.

"Aku yang lemah tanpamu...
Aku yang rentan karena...
Cinta yang telah hilang darimu...
Yang mampu menyanjungku..
Selama mata terbuka...
sampai jantung tak berdetak...
Selama itu pun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu..
Darimu...
ku temukan hidupku...
Bagiku...
Kaulah cinta sejati..
Bila...!
yang tertulis untukku adalah yang terbaik untukmu...
Kanku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku..
Namun...!
takkan mudah bagiku meninggalkan jejaki dulu yang telah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah..."
- Kenangan Terindah,Samsons

Updates

2009-07-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

It's been almost a month so since the last short and subtle entry. Been totally busy with 2 job in hands and sch stuffs to settle. Time juggling and rushing here and there islandwide has been my game for the moment. Quite hectic and exhausted though. 20th would be my last day but i just fell like not quitting it at all. The reasons are; 1)That's where I build my confidence and to be strong in life after the fucking bullshit that he gave me. But despite all this,I do admit that I still love him and miss him loads and tons so much. 2)I think I'm a totally different person being more mature. hahahha. 3)Networking circle has widen up. It's a great pleasure to mix around with those students despite me being an undergraduate. Really love the people both student and staffs. I just can't explain how much I really love them. From a stranger to regular customers to friends.

Will be busy with campsand orientation pretty soon. Still got tons and dozen of things to settle. Things to pack and etc...haiz...
I'll update again if time permits. ;)

The movie that I've been waiting for...

2009-06-14T14:57:00.017+08:00

Can't wait to watch it!

New Journey

2009-05-25T23:27:00.004+08:00

With diploma certificate in hand on Thursday 21st May 2009, it's time for the new challenges and obstacles for all. Three years in reaching the goal for a diploma brought many memories,creating new friendship and striving together through thick and thin.

To Nina Karmiza & Khairun Nisah: Despite different paths and track we took, thank you so much for being there for me when times were good and bad for the past 6 years. I don't care if people will say that I'm a lesbian or what but, deep down I really love both of you not only as friends or sisters, but only god knows the definition.

To Nasuha: After 4 years from the same secondary school, finally we create a new friendship and bonding. Despite those childish behaviours of mine, you still stay strong for me. I can't deny that I will miss the times when we had fun laughing and 'gossiping'. Hope that our friendship will continue to bloom.

To Sumitha: In the beginning when we first introduce to each other, I was wondering why was it too difficult to talk to you. After getting to know your problem during floorball trial, I then realise that I'm sorry for the sour feeling that I once had towards you. The only close friend when we were still fresh in school. As we reach seniority, seldom we contacted with one another. I really miss our laughters, our assisting on one another in studies, rushing deadlines of projects. Hope that our friendship will continue to flourish.

To Thee Thinzar Khin Clara: Eventhough we know each other at a later time of around Yr2.1, I really enjoy your company especially when we are of in the same class. I do still remember every lecture time, we bring in and eat from tidbits to heavy snack like no one's business at the back of the lecture theatre when the lecturer was busy imparting knowledge to us. I will surely miss you so much especially you said that you going back home to Myanmar and most probably not coming back to Singapore.

To Nurizyan: The only dancemate that I'm totally close to. Sharing of problems especially in dance politics really build our rapport from total strangers to close dance partner. Thanks for the aid in always be by my side when the politics worsen. Besides dance, we do sometime share skills and secrets which no one can never know. I envy your skills in cosmetics and hair dressing. Wish that you can teach me those fields.

Random Updates

2009-05-17T09:41:00.003+08:00

1. Backstabbed
The guy whom I have trusted for the past 3.5 years has finally indirectly revealed the secret of his night life, flirting and fondling a girl who used to be his colleague since February 2009. The most shocking news of all was that the girl claimed they have been having xes.

To: The Guy,
You have been living with me full of lies,backstabbing me,carrying out nonsensical behaviour and character behind my back and many more bad deeds which I may/may not know your dirty secrets.Reasons behind those actions are;"confusion".
If revenge is what you have been wanting to do,with open hands I accept the actions because: firstly,I knew I was bad back then and I deserved to be punished; secondly,it's for your own satisfaction; and lastly,there's no point for me keeping grudges on you for what you have done to me because sooner or later you'll receive the same treatment by somebody whom you really love,as the saying goes "what goes around,comes around".
Reality has shown that I can no longer trust you at all boy,not even a tiny bit. And I'll stay firm with the statement. Even though I have to face and encounter all this fucking shit you give me,I can't deny that deep down ILY.

2. NTU Reply
Got the news from my dad on the 15th of this month that I was being accepted to Bachelor in Computer Engineering. I jumped while working and at the same time both tears of joy and disappointment running down my cheeks. Glad that I can take a degree but sad that my wish has not come true in being accepted to be a teacher. But nevertheless,I'm still waiting for the NTU-NIE reply. Hopefully I am accepted for the B.Sc(Edu).

3. GSS is round the corner
Great Singapore Sale is arriving and I can't wait to splurge. Been saving since last month. This round,I have to be tactful in spending due to personal reasons. Perhaps I should list down on the necessary things that I have been badly wanting for.

4. Job Scope
School is starting soon and I have yet to decide which job I should carry on and which I should probably quit. With my current status in juggling 3 (soon to be 4..) part time jobs in hand,I wonder how am I able to cope all of them when scholl days start. Any suggestions where I can handle both careers and studies fairly at the same time?...

5. Photoshoots at Fort Canning Park [10052009]
With the help of Izy(makeup artist), Sya(photographer) and Nin(wardrobe mistress) the shoots run well. Some photos are up at http://sya1912.multiply.com/photos/album/64/Canning_Shoot_Preview. I'm excited to choose the shots and print it out!! Finally I can create my portfolio. Wohoo...!!!

Health & Wellness

2009-05-07T21:31:00.005+08:00

Down with sore throat and flu probably due to the insufficient nutrients I consumed. Came across an article that stated as follow;

Nutrients Women Need Most

1. Iron
A mineral found in red blood cells, and the additional intake helps compensate for the amount of iron lost through menstruation. Not getting enough puts you at risk for anemia and may also lead to fatigue or hair loss.
Rich Sources: liver and beef, other sources include tofu, baked beans, spinach, and fortified cereals

2. Calcium
To build peak bone mass during our early years, which helps prevent the development of osteoporosis that can occur later in life. Recent research also shows that women who get sufficient calcium have a 31 percent lower risk of pre-menopausal breast cancer and an 11 percent lower risk of high blood pressure.
Rich Sources: milk, cheese and yogurt, as well as fortified cereals

3. Magnesium
For more than 300 biochemical reactions in the body -- from regulating blood sugar levels to supporting a healthy immune system. A deficiency in this mineral may cause menstrual migraines and tension-type headaches, and may increase your diabetes risk.
Rich Sources: green vegetables and most nuts

4. Folic Acid
Needed for the development and growth of new cells. A low intake has been linked with a higher risk of heart attack and colon cancer.
Rich Sources: leafy vegetables such as spinach, turnip greens, lettuces, and peas, as well as fortified breads and cereals

5. Omega-3 fatty acid
Considered "good" fats, boosting good hdl cholesterol and decreasing blood pressure to lower the risk of stroke and cardiovascular disease.
Rich Sources: fish such as wild salmon, halibut, non-white tuna, sardines, herring, and anchovies

Energy level running out..

2009-05-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

Probably my exhaustion is increasing like hell.
Insufficient hours of sleep and difficulties in sleeping well.
Rushing here and there while working.
Rejected many temp job offers.
Some interviews to attend.
Skipping meals.
Lose weight.
Restless.
Tired.
...
..
.
In short,I'm totally exhausted.

Short Note

2009-05-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

Finally started a new job after 4.5 months of being jobless,sitting at home watch tv & surfing net whole days.

Working environment exciting,friendly and hectic(every o'clock). Saw lots of dancers practising. It reminiced my past time. Sigh,really miss dancing so much. Well,nothing much to say actually.

Met long time friend,quite happy for her. Finaly she get back to school after 3 years,i guessed =). And another friend who's finally get back to track though i can see sadness in her cheerful face.

Am still considering should I apply for sales associate @ forever21..If i take up that job,i'll be like torturing myself with 4 jobs to work on. Probably I'll be the first person in the world to commit 4 different lines/field of jobs. So,apply or not to apply?...hmm. =(

That's all for the moment.Will update if time permits.

Toodles..

Exortic Fabulous Model

2009-04-09T08:10:00.010+08:00

An exortic simple yet natural looking style was given to my model which bring the focus on the eyes because that is where the first attraction and attention come from. With a flower pinned up on her long sleek hair shows the young and feminity of a lady.

P.s: If you like my model, do kindly VOTE for me(nursha, #39) starting from 18 Apr 2009 @ CozyCot . Thanks. :)

The moment has arrived...

2009-04-07T20:51:00.004+08:00

After months of waiting for the letter,finally arrived on the 4th Apr.

Tomorrow is the big day for my future.

Nervous and all sorts of feelings running in me right now.

Just got to pray,hoping that it will turn out to be smooth sailing and the results will eventually be successful,giving me a loud and happy surprise as time comes..

Oh GOD, please let my ambition and wish come true.

Amin.

18 hours and 20 minutes more to go..still counting..

Final outcome

2009-03-30T23:10:00.008+08:00

It's been weeks or perhaps months we(mainly him..hehe) have been working on beautifying the bike. Hardwork, determination and patience paid off this time round eventhough it has not yet reached the final stage.. Wondering what's the job about? Well,personally change the black rim of our baby to chrome. Look how lovely it turns out to be....Let the pictures do the explanation;

Cravings...

2009-03-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

The cravings for having a proper meal at pastamania has officially come to an end at Kallang Leisure Park by 'dragging' & persuading him to try out the main course. Thought of treating him due to his reluctant of spending too expensive on food but eventually, it turns out the other way round. Thanks dear!
He had Beef Lasagne+4pcs of chicken+ Coke while I had Spicy Chicken Pasta+Apple Crumble Pizza+Ice tea. ~~$27.51~~ $22.20 were spent on the meals after 30% discount for students (thank goodness!..).

Suntec Convention Centre Bizarre

2009-03-14T11:44:00.003+08:00

12th March: Body Shop Sale, Crazy Warehouse Sale & IT Fair
Thought of requesting to print out our repective transcript at One Stop Service but end up wasting our time travelling to school because the package will be posted to us by late Mar. Nevertheless, Nawa had other plans; Body Shop Sale (70% off). Thus I dragged myself to the destination despite not being properly well-dressed. Alighted the train at bugis hoping to apply pt job at Wallet Shop and ALDO but turns out to be ft only. So,there we were walking down the streets to Suntec Convention Centre,under the shorching hot weather.

1st drop-off: Hall 303-305
Items sold were at a very super cheap and reasonable prices! Ranging from $1-$20+. Ladies(especially) and men(most of them were probably being persuaded by their partner to accompany them..) rushing to get their desired items. Stucked among the ladies,we still manage to view all the products that they sell. Any interesting items that caught our attention, grab it, place it into the provided plastic bag. After the process has ended, we sat one corner and sort out the necessary items that we intend to purchase. Lots of things we grabbed and at last only 2 or more items (but for sure less than 5) were confirmed to be bought. As usual, I finally buy the perfume which I had wanted to purchase since sec3..

2nd drop-off: Level 4 & 6
Decided to take all the notebook brochures for my bro since he's eager to buy notebook before he starts school. To be honest,this was my first time walking at the IT Fair in my life. I was breathless upon entering the hall. People were pushing here and there. Flyers everywhere even on the floor. Despite all those unpleasant things, we did not forget to look around for gorgeous people. Caucasians, rojaks(my version of indian + other race blood)..they are all pleasantly looking...passer-by, host,everywhere! And not forgetting bumping into my sec sch frens who were working giving out flyers..

3rd drop-off: Hall 202
Being totally exhausted and dehydrated and hungry, we still drag ourself to the Crazy Warehouse Sale. Most of the items seems to be the kind of rejected but the price were way too cheap. Accesories section attracted me. Basically no purchases were made because most of our $ were spent on Body Shop.

13th March: Spend till you drop @ IT Fair
Things bought:
- $4.90 Optical Mouse
- $7.00 Sony Earpiece
- $14.50 4GB Thumbdrive (x2)
- $10.00 Notebook Cooler base
- $13480.00 = HP Notebook + cooler base + antivirus + HP case

Tiring and long consecutive days

2009-03-10T13:06:00.013+08:00

Here's the events that made me spent my whole entire 4 consecutive days outdoors.

6th Mar: Interview @ Robinson Tower & Career Fair @ Suntec Convention Centre

Woke up around 6.30am and be fully prepared for the interview. After such a long time ever since the last time I took train which is around 6 mths back, there I was feeling akward upon waiting for the train. Packed with commuters during the peak hours and hoping that I am able to squeeze thru upon reaching Dhoby Ghaut. During travelling,I can't stop looking at the lady sitting beside me. Want to know the reason why? The handbag that she's holding is the bag that I've been dreaming of to own it, Louis Vuitton Speedy 30! Earlier on before I board the train,I saw a woman holding a super big Louis Vuitton paperbag. I managed to have a peep on the content and it's Louis Vuitton Neverfull GM!
The followings are Louis Vuitton Speedy 30 & Louis Vuitton Neverfull GM respectively:

Okay,back to the storyline. When changing MRT line,I was totally paranoid upon seeing commuters gushing into the train despite of it already packed to the door. The video about the train commuters that were forced to enter by the train station personnels at Japan/Korea in youtube that I watched few years back,instantly strucked my head. I was.."WTH! S'pore also encounter the same scenario?! Omg!" Thought of waiting for a train with a bit of space will do..but on the second thought I declined my idea because of the interview. So,there I was packed and jammed in the red line train heading to Raffles Place.

The interview was short and subtle.Waited for Nawa at CTLink,seated on the bench provided. Boredom strucked, so observed lots and lots of people from different categories both prfessionally and unprofessionally dressed up walking past.

At Suntec Convention Centre. We were early by 2min before the opening of the hall. We spent most of the time in the educational areas than the employment site. Lots of interesting degree that were offered by respective institutes. It made me hungry to acquire most of the degree that interests me.. I'll apply for sure if I really have the sum in hand,man! Hahaha. Spend almost 3.5 hours and as a result,our stomachs were growling like hell!

Had our lunch at BK,thn off to our next destination: No.1 Upper Aljunied Link, for another interview. Finding the place was totally wrecking your nerve. Will not go further into it due to some personal reasons.

7th Mar: Mall Jobs @ Tampines 1 & Shopping @ Bugis Street

After tution met up with Nawa again at tamp lib to head off to Tamp Central CC to view the jobs offered by different employers. Managed to apply 3 positions and hopefully will get it. Quite a short outing though but satissfying.

Went to Bugis Street with family. For the first time I didn't asked for anything eventhough they keep on asking me to buy sth. This is bcuz I keep on reminding myself that now is the recession period and I want to save money after they spending aroung $100 (i guess..) on school accessories. Enjoyed myself though despite not spending anything because I'm happy for my siblings that they get new school bags after so long of pestering me to buy for them.

8th Mar: International Women's Day Celebration 2009 Funnival by the Park @ Bedok Reservoir

Kinda woke up late to dressed up for the walkathon. Rushed things thru. Luckily dad beeped me fast saying that he wanted to send us there. Upon reaching the place,I was informed by my cuzin that we are actually at the ending point. It turns me off to join the walk. Thus me and my sis decided to find the goodie bag redemption booth. Collected lots of bags and hang around my cuzin's booth. When the park is almost crowded, I decided to walk around the big tentage and see the activities that they offered. Planned to queue for the handwax (bcuz it's been ages I wanted have one.) but luckily my aunt was queueing. So there I was kinda jumping the queue. Waited for so long,thus I do the Carricaturist for awhile. While in the short queue,beeped my sis to do it as well. After that,we joined back the queue. There's a family infront of us who is so super damn kiasu (i shud say it..) jumped the queue eventhough one of the family member had been queueing since just now. If only 1 or 2 members cut the queue would be fine but there were 8 of them! (actually I heard from 1of them that they did b4) Chinese. I was so frustrated. They still have the guts to scold us for not letting them into the queue. WTF sia...argh.
Here's the cartton version of me and my 'somehow imperfect' hand:

9th Mar: Bugis area outing

Met him ard 11am. Slacked. Lunch @ Pasar Geylang. Met Fir & Jepon nearby. Head off to respective bike shops for maintenance. Head off to shops near Ah Boi in searching and surveying suits,boot,helmet and handgloves. Hunger arroused. Grab dinner at Bugis Qiji. Shopping around at Bugis Street (again..). Planned to buy watch for him but eventually he pay by himself just bcuz I dnt have small change..hahaha. There he was pampering himself a watch,shades and a tshirt. I bought a thin white belt for $2..isn't that freaking cheap?! After looking roughly look thru the shops,home sweet home. Eventhough it's short and kinda boring (maintenance part)...I did have a great outing with them..

Wonderful date with him

2009-03-02T20:05:00.006+08:00

Exams are finally over and after 3 solid years of tormenting time finally,I have graduated unofficially though. The grades that I am going to get really chilling me down my spine. Hopefully I get what I have worked for during the semester.

Planning to meet my sis at her sch during her break time to collect my thumbdrive but end up no sign of her and 4 yrs of hardwork which was preserved in that thumbdrive lost in a second due to her forgetfullnes! Annoyed,disappointed and unpleasant feelings built in me, quietly cursing my sis. With the hot temperature built in me and the schorching hot weather,I continued my journey to school to pass Faisal's Math Table. Upon reaching, he's not in school and asked me to meet up at interchange,and at the same time my dear Nin had not yet taken her bath even after being informed tha day before that we meeting ard 11+ to go threading. After one problem aroused,there come 2 more. I was damn super fuckingly angry with everyone at that moment! Sorry baby for reprimanding u for no reason when u called and asked me where was I. I was totally frustrated at that time. Why the hell do people like to take matters lightly?! Argh..

After passing the book to one of his frn and cancelled the threading, I instantly beep him to fetch me from school. I was about to blow up whn he told me that he has not yet freshened himself BUT I give it a rest bcuz i do not want to spoil our date later. So,there I was waiting for him at the west gate bustop listening to my mp3 looking at the vehicles passing by.

Upon reaching,I was astonished seeing him dressed up smart casual while I was only in casual attire. Thought of proceeding to Marina Square for our lunch but endup at Bedok Reservoir Rd meeting up his cuzin to borrow helmet. Had a little talk and off we went to TK to grab our donuts which we haven't had one together since decade,i guess...hahaha. After consuming the donuts and decided to watch Slumdog Millionaire instead of a hindi movie,off we went to Marina Sq to check the timing and purchase the tix. While walking towards the cinemania, saw Syafiq n Izzy at the bowling centre. She was preparing to pose while he was abt to snap her pix..hahaha such a lovey and cute couple.

1610 is our timeslot for the movie. While filling up the remaining 1.5hr, we window shopped in the building. Browsing thru bags,clothes,shoes,cap and there he popped up a qn asking me where do i want to eat. He requested to have our lunch at a cheaper price instead of pizzahut and I agreed so as to save $. Poor little boy wants to grab his lunch b4 catching the cinema. Alright baby,let's grab our lunch. Had a long talk abt careers and success stories from his frn. Really interesting eventhough it was our first serious and mature talk on the future.Hehex.

Slumdog Millionaire is a great mixture of english directed story with hindi actors/actresses. The sudden life change from a poor living childhood to an overnight winner of a Rs 20,000,000. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to each one of the game show's questions. But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating. More readings on the movie synopsis can be done online.

Thanks Makel for the recommendation of which movie to watch.

Done with the movie,walked outside the Sq and planning where to go while waiting for the rain to stop despite it's not heavily. Told him that I want to grab sth to munch and decided to go for Starbucks. He brought me to a long time place which we used to hangout during our early teens;East Coast Park! Treat him with the Caramalised Chocchip Hazelnut Muffin ea and a Venti Vanilla Mocha Cream base = ~~$13.60~~ $10.90 (gt a discount from his frn).

Had a totally great time with you,jaan. Should have more of it since we have finished our exams and I've graduated. Don't worry about the amount that I often spend on us eventhough you tipped off a bit only. I feel great when doing it on the basis that I understand ur feelings of giving me treats but you got to save up for the maintinance of your bike. Your safety is much more important than my happiness,alright?.. (",)

Buzzzz.....

2009-02-09T22:24:00.004+08:00

Lots of things need to be cleared and settled since the past few weeks. Been busy with interviews, job recruitments, projects and etc. Nevertheless in the midst of hastle, I did have some enjoyable moments with my gal(s) and him. Events that I remembered were the collection of brochures from all companies that were present during TP Career Fair 2009 on the 6th Feb '09. Despite of the aching arm due to the heavy brochures and free stuffs,I still continue adding in the weight. People might think I'm insane collecting stuffs which I might not really used in finding job bcuz I already applied for further studies..but who gave it a damn care! It might not be useful now perhaps it will be in the future. Next is the Dating Violence Awareness Week Launch Event - Free Makeover by The Body Shop (7th Feb '09) @ lvl4 of tm;The Plaza, followed by the window shopping @ Parkway. Lastly, shopping @ the Nike Warehouse Sale @ Expo w my siblings (8thFeb '09). Entrance to the hall need to be queued up...like wth!! But I kinda force myself to put aside the anger for my bro's sake who had been insisted of going there since fri... The things that were sold were really at a very cheap and reasonable price. Grab hold of a lot of clothes but eventually bought only 3 items in the end due to the constraint budget;FAS Dry-fit shirt($20) for my bro, white Nike Polo T($25) for him and a Nike Pouch($10) for my sis. I'm going to be broke soon but satissfaction is there when I spend on thing for the poeple whom I love.

Today is a great and pleasant day I had among those hectic days these few weeks. Lucky to our early dismissal of school, we meet up earlier than expected. I passed him the newly bought Nike Polo T when he reached the meetup point. Then he asked me to close my eyes and peeping is not allowed. He gave me a sweet and lovely small teddy bear with a note "I Love You" on the heart in the center of the body. I'm happy and excited for it!!! It has been really a very very long time ever since we got for each other presents.. Thanks dear!..
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Updates...

2009-02-01T23:39:00.002+08:00

Been quite busy lately with school projs, interview, talks, and application for further studies. Finally I have a peace of mind after settling those important matters. But there's more to come eventually. Exams are round the corner, need to find temporary jobs, prepare for future interviews which is the most heavy weightage for entrance to uni and lots more la...totally undescribe-able..

How I wish my graduation period is not so soon.. Really stressful in thinking of the paths I should tactfully choose for my future with good results that I attained..haiz.. But whether the graduation sooner or later,I still have to overcome it no matter what. I'm totally greatful to have such capabilities and intelligence which open up a very wide opportunity for me to choose from. Despite a rough journey I had to face by putting aside all my passions and wishes,the heavy choice that I made with half-heartedly in the beginning, ends up pretty well.

Thanks to those who never failed to showered me with unconditional support and have always been there to give guidance. Love all of you.

Hectic week of the month..

2009-01-24T17:04:00.003+08:00

Lately,I've purchased branded collections from the deparment stores despite the economic recession which was actually a very bad idea. I really need to control my temptations of spending especially on branded things. Well,lets have a run through on what are the new things that was added to my collections...

A brown Sembonia bag was a treat from my dad on the 18th Jan 09. It was sold at a very cheap price,$45.
A new pair of Charles & Keith light brown heels (s.p $19.90,u.p $69.90) was added to my stilletto's collection on the 19th Jan 09. The heels that I was attracted to for the past 1week whn i had a 'double' date with nawa and a new friend of mine from ITECH lec,Faizal.

There's more on my shopping list though..such as;
-Carlo Rino handbag ($105)
-CoverGirl Lashblast Mascara ($15.50)
-New Maybelline Mineral Powder (approx. $30)
-M.A.C Studio Fix Foundation (approx. $50)
and lots more...

Next on the list would be the events that had recently happened;

Thanks to my habit of hanging out and not wanting to go home early after school,I ended up revising HEM at the very last minute while meeting him. Poor boy,didn't manage to spend time together that much but nevertheless,you were also pre-occupied with ur ProgAuto project. Difficulties arouse when answering the paper,the following day.
The same situation as above occured again on the 22nd. But this was nobody's fault. He needed my help on his 7-seg soldering proj urgently that I can't possibly reject it eventhough I really need to finish up my ITECH revision which I had informed him early of the day. Helping while accompanied him was a great thing to do because it was so comfortable working on a project which needs patience at your home comfort.
A Career Seminar was conducted in school on the 23rd in the afternoon. A mixture of boredom + interesting = partially dozing off.
Napfa in the late afternoon was tormenting. Didn't manage to get what I aimed for,but nvrmind.. Never in my life I collapsed right after the finishing line of any run,but it happened unexpectedly after 2.4km. It shows that I'm no longer as fit as how I used to be b4 entering poly. Argh... Really need to shape up my body and build my stamina. Perhaps I'll do that when my exams are over.

Despite such hectic week of the month I had,I'm gladful and enjoyed most of the time spent with him. Getting interesting and fun as time pass by each time we meet. Hope that it will continue and prosper in the future.Amin.

Undescribe-able tiredness...

2009-01-09T21:07:00.005+08:00

Woke up as early as 5am preparing to go out to school at 6am due to the 7am NAPFA test which was pre-booked. Met up with Nin ard 6.45am at her house and walked all the way to school. As usual,met up w the rest at Sports Complex around 7am. Waited for the organisers from 7am-8.45am. It's nerve-wrecking waited for damn 1.5hr and eventually got to know that it was cancelled!! How irritating and irresponsible of them!! Argh.. Since we were already in a sports attire,the 5 of us (nin,ayun,fara,mus n me) decided to play badminton for an hour. Despite the disappointing news that we received,we did still enjoy our morning workouts in the badminton court.

Went to TM with nawa to settle some errands with growling stomach then head to Lucky Plaza to buy our dream and desired perfumes. Luckily along the way before heading the bustop, I stopped by the bbt shop and bought the curry puffs. The puffs saved our days or else,we'll be like a half dead people walking along the Orchard Rd. Surveyed the shops at the basement for prices and availability of perfumes. Eventually,the prices seemed to be quite expensive even after the discount. So we decided to go to the Dollars & Scents shop to check out. And guess what?!... Nawa bought her Victoria's Secret Love Spell Body Splash for $19.90 and I bought my Incanto Heaven Perfume for $48!!! The perfume that I have been craving for since May 2008 is finally in my posession...haha. Here's a snap shot of those items;

Call from boot camp?!...

2009-01-06T14:35:00.004+08:00

Had my 2hr HEM lecture this morning. It was interesting because we studied about 3-Dimensional Coordinate Systems & Lines and Planes in Space. Unfortunately,I have to revise back what I had studied 1yr back or so about calculation of polar coordinates..sigh..wonder I still remember those methods and formulae.

Met him after lecture near my estate and slack to the fullest eventhough he had class at noon. But eventually he decided not to go for his tutorial due to laziness and despite being reprimanded by me.

In the midst of slacking,I received a call from an unfamiliar number. Asked him whether he know from which district in S'pore did the call come from. "Hopefully from the job that I applied 3wks ago..." He replied with a stern face saying that it seems to be from army camp. "Huh? Saper sak nak call aku dari camp?" Made myself brave enough to call the number back after being allowed to do so. A male voice heard. My heart throbed. What I planned to say turns out different in a more professional way..haha. After clarify my identity,guess what happen?!... "Congratulation! You have won Twilight quiz...bla bla bla..." Serious kaper aku menang?...Baik ah aku nak buat nawa jealous..Hahahaha.. Mixture of happy feelings grew in me. Told him about it and he feels happy for me..Still waiting for their email of the details abt the prizes...

Alright,let's side track a bit...to schoolwork perhaps.
Well,this week's agenda;
-finish the java codings for CAOS looks like I need to backtrack my OOP
-solutions for HEM tutorial
-prepare CGPROG labtest
-build up enough energy & stamina for NAPFA
-sign up Sudoku challenge
-attend Mathematics Talk by NTU

Things needed...

2009-01-05T08:53:00.003+08:00

Past weekends had been a totally bored one. Some were busy working while others prefer to sit at home (or shud i say lazy?...). So there I was staying at home stuck to my notebook surfing net,watching tv series online & editing my blog the whole 2 days. How pathetic was that?! I really need to find a part time job asap! Any recommendations,anyone?...

In addition there's tt somebody who gave me a loud fucking msg informing me tt i'm a selfish girl. Damn that person siol! People just don't accept me for who I am. Aper siak korg nak dari aku?.. I'm not the person whom you can control bcuz I'm not a robot. If you feel like treating me like that,puas hati ko pergi cari orang yang boleh layan ko 24/7! Aku pun ader kehidupan la sial. There's a lot of stuffs that I need to settle. Lagipun kiter tak setaraf sebagaimana yang ko sangkakan. Sedarlah diri sikit!! Selfish people!!

Well,this week I'm tight with my projects,labtest and NAPFA. Hopefully I score a gold in my NAPFA because it's been almost 3 years b4 I started exercised back the past few weeks. Need to have my stamina back urgently urgh...

New Resolution

2009-01-03T15:19:00.003+08:00

New year has begun 3 days ago...and there is a need to have a new resolution. Lots of things need to be settled and properly planned to prevent regretfull-ness.

Those things are;
-final lap need to be successfully leaped
-find another source of income
-application for further studies & CISCO Cert.
-complete my licence
-spend time with my love ones
-and don't forget a girl's bestfriend: Shopping!

Btw,Welcome to Year 2009 readers!!

Coffee may lower risk of cancer

2008-09-02T19:54:00.001+08:00

Women who drink a lot of coffee may have less risk of developing cancer of the uterus, a Japanese study said Monday.

The group of women who drank more than three cups of coffee every day were more than 60 percent less likely to develop uterine cancer than those who had coffee fewer than two times a week.

More reading can be done at http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080901/tts-health-japan-cancer-food-7d7070a.html .

Running slows aging process: study

2008-08-12T15:22:00.002+08:00

Running can slow the aging process, according to a study conducted over two decades by American researchers and published on Monday.

"...people over 50 who ran regularly over several years suffered fewer disabilities, had a longer span of active life and reduced their risk of dying early by 50 percent compared to those who were inactive."

More readings can be done @

http://news.sg.msn.com/topstories/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1618290

Study shows value of food diary in losing weight

2008-07-09T22:52:00.003+08:00

A detailed account of what you eat and drink and the calories it packs -- is a powerful tool in helping people lose weight, U.S. researchers said on Tuesday.

"For those who are working on weight loss, just writing down everything you eat is a pretty powerful technique," Victor Stevens of Kaiser Permanente's Center for Health Research in Portland said.

"It helps the participants see where the extra calories are coming from, and then develop more specific plans to deal with those situations,"....

More readings can be done @ http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080708/hl_nm/diet_diary_dc;_ylt=AjbziMf.
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Live Longer: The One Anti-Aging Trick That Works

2008-07-09T22:34:00.003+08:00

Here's a new update on an article that I came across at Yahoo!:

One method known to extend the human lifespan by up to five years is to....Eat less. It could add years to your life, several experts now say. And done in moderation, it could at least help you live a more healthy life.

Click on the following link and you will be able to read the theory,ways and steps to live longer http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/20080708/sc_livescience/
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Splurging Is Good for Your Health

2008-07-08T10:13:00.005+08:00

A study by a couple of business-school professors says splurging now makes you happier later. Even more surprising: Not splurging now gives you pangs of regret later.

Regret about not having spent more money or traveling during breaks increased with time, whereas regret about not having worked, studied, or saved money during breaks decreased with time.

...“We saw a similar pattern in a study of how businesspeople perceived past choices between work and pleasure. Over time, those who had indulged felt less and less guilty about their choices, whereas those who had been dutiful experienced a growing sense of having missed out on the pleasures of life.” (As the old saying goes, nobody dies saying “I wish I’d spent more time at the office.”)

More readings can be done @
http://blogs.wsj.com/wealth/2008/07/07/splurging-is-good-for-your-health/
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Coffins are out, diamonds are ... forever

2008-07-07T21:33:00.003+08:00

Browsing thru the net and came acrosse this article in MSN saying that human ashes can be sent to a service which will turn the ashes into diamonds. Shocking but true!! The process has to undergo a peculiar chemical transformation where the carbon is seperated from the potassium and calcium. It will then subject to extremely high pressure and heat --1,700 degrees C, a process which compresses it into graphite, a carbon allotrope or a structurally different form of carbon.

The whole process costs between 4,500 and 17,000 Swiss francs (2,800 to 10,600 euros or 4,400 to 16,700 dollars), depending on the weight of the resulting stone (from 0.25 to one carat), and does not include the setting of the stone.

Read more @ http://news.sg.msn.com/lifestyle/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1550483

Ferrari California

2008-06-29T17:38:00.008+08:00

Came across this article in Yahoo! "Get a sneak peek at the new Ferrari". The car is damn cool and gorgeous. It reveals a mix of tech and sporty nostalgia. The following pix are the outlook of the newbie..

If your interested to know more about the car, here's the link :http://autos.yahoo.com/articles/autos_content_landing_pages/595/
ferrari-california-north-american-photo-exclusive/
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I just can't forget this...

2008-04-17T15:51:00.003+08:00

Been bored everyday whenever we have our own free time.I have been listening to musics and watching video clips for the past few days and I somehow came across this video clip of Step Up by Darin Zanyar.I know most of you people out there will say "..tt the song came out very very long ago..",but I just can't resist watching him dance & sing again and again.I even have the video clip and the song playing in my mind and ears during a meeting with my in-charge..haha...Here's the video clip,

Money day!!!

2008-04-10T13:19:00.002+08:00

Getting my pay today in a few hours time.Despite the long distance that I have to travel,collecting payment is the only thing tt makes me being able to put aside all unpleasant things.At least I am able to cover back those amount tt I had spent on for the last few days.

Besides that,a few dollars was saved from lunch break as we had free food from the company(not really ours but we were told tt we are able to finish all up).Those food were some refreshments after some talk which I had forgotten the name.Had chocolate muffins,samosa and cheese cake.The food were delicious.Wonder which caterer made them.It was like heaven after those boring hours of just surfing the net playing games,listening to music and etc.Was kind of delighted as we ate quite a lot of the muffins which made us full and neglected to go for lunch break in the canteen.As a result we saved our pocket $$.Wohoo...

Looking at my watch,counting down to 5pm....in 3.5hrs time....

Attachment

2008-04-09T09:20:00.009+08:00

Second day at Philips was much better but kind of a bit boring too.Guess tt the coming days will still be the same and perhaps will be more challenging as the project is about to start and being implemented...Here I am feeling bored and have yet decided to update what had been going on for the past few days.So,the followings are the updates which you could read up if you're feeling bored like how I am right now.Enjoy....!

8th April 2008

First day attachment at Philips was kinda boring but fun and lots-and-lots of wasting time.Report at 9 am and we gathered at the guard house.The seniors bring us to where we are supposed to work and here come the boredom kingdom.3hrs of listening to music,play online games,sleeping,etc till our lunch time ard 12.30pm.

After lunch break,back to our boredom kingdom again.I was like "Y the hell are we suppose to come here if there's nothing to do.We might as well just go shopping sey." At last it's time for serious work at 4pm.Had meeting with our supervisor and the in-charge.He delivered and explain to us how and wht our project is suppose to be.Whn the meeting ended,we went back to our 'mini office' and start of with the storyboard.During the discussion time,I then realised tt I was really participating in the project after for the past 2 years I wasn't really involved in my group projects.

5pm strikes and the whole lot of us went off instantly.But the three of us met up at the nearest mc to finish up the discussion.It was a very short yet important discussion.on the way back to the interchange,my Nawa and me took in some time to shop for awhile.I bought a dress at $5 where the selling price was at $12.I save more than half from the usual price!!I'm going to be broke if I keep on spending everyday!!!

7th April 2008

Surveyed the working place with my ghurlfren Nawa at Toa Payoh.Met her up around 7.30.In an hours time or so,we reached the destination and walk around the neighbourhood like a lost and jakun people.Didn't know that Toa Payoh is a very big place expecially the interchange.There's lots of shops which approx. covers the interchange with a radius of 3m wide!!

Since most of the shops have not yet open,we decided to head back to tamp to meet Izzy to collect sth from her.(Thanks Izzy for the stuffs!).Had our brunch at ljs thn proceed to dhoby ghaut to shop!!!Shop here and there,and end up realising tt I had spent $48.75 for just 2.5hr!*wth*.No where to head to,we went to bedok to just waste time or perhaps I shud say to survey the shoes.Came across this one shoe shop that has an offer going on "Buy 1 Free 1".Delighted to see the offer,my ghurlfren choose the shoes tt she's comfortable with and got another one for free.She was damn happy after purchasing those shoes.

The clock strikes 5pm,it's time for the both of us to head off to our different destinations.She went home while I head off to tamp to meet the young boy.

Had a really great time with him this time round.Perjanjian mesti dikota.haha.Window shopping at cs,had dinner together *thx for the little treat*,and lastly slacking under the block.Your personality was revealed during the time we chat.Thanks for everything my lovely sweet,had a very great time with you!

4th April 2008

A very short outing.Here's the flow of the day.Visit Nin at her house in the afternoon and kbox-ing till evening.Then we went to buy the bubbleteas and off i went to meet him,jack and fattah.Surveyed bike at somewhere near the kembangan thn off we head 404 as usual.

3rd April 2008

Had a date with my lovelyghurl,Nin.We went to dhoby ghaut to watch movie.Unfortunately,the movie that we had decided to watch was no longer in the list.Thus we decided to watch Vantage Point.Done with the buying of the tix,had our lunch at ljs.Thn just to waste our 1hr,we shop at this fashion.Tried all sorts of tops and had decided to buy most of them.Upon doing the payment,we have yet realised tt there's not enuf $$ in her acct.Held up the queue and got to settle the bill.Was damn freakingly unexpected and funny situation.After everything was settled,we rush back to catch our movie.There's still time for cam-whoring.The movie was about to start in a few minutes time and we decided to grab some snacks at the snacks counter.We had to think twice whether or not to buy snacks/hot drink as we did not hv enuf cash.Luckily,Nin's nephew was working and guess wht...We got the combo meal for free!!!Hahaha...rezeki katerkan..

Vantage Point was great.Really like the way how the mastermind co-ordinate the whole plot.I dnt think I'm going to type down everything here.Y not you just view the summary at any of the cinema websites or catch the trailer at youtube.

Pink

2008-04-06T20:10:00.019+08:00

Both red and pink denote love but while red is hot passion, pink is romantic and charming. Use pink to convey playfulness and tenderness.Multiple shades of pink maintain the soft and delicate nature of a person.So why do ppl always say "Pretty in Pink",bcuz pink is the sweet side of red.Thus pink has a strong msg of romance,charming & tenderness.It stands for beauty, grace and goodness.

Here's a random pix of pink:

Catch Ups...

2008-04-01T14:28:00.005+08:00

26th March 2008

Went out with my ghurl,Nawa, in the first half of the day.Met up at tamp lib to borrow C# A Programmer's Introduction book(consist of 862 pages).Wonder if there would be enuf time to finish up the book by 16th Apr.Window shopping at cs.Showed her the heels and thought of buying it unfortunately,no size.Then headed off to bugis.Had our lunch straight upon reaching there.After fulled up,we shop at this fashion.Thought of just browsing thru the clothes but i end up buying a retro white shirt at a SP:$4.80 instead of UP:$6.Walk up to bugis street and...manage to buy the last piece of my dream heels @ $19.90!yey!! After all those tiring time outside,we decided to head to tk to buy donuts but i received a call from him.

"You,I kene accident...,"that's the first speech he gave me.Without delay,nawa n me got to cancel our cravings for donuts and head to bedok immediately.Sent nawa off and met up with him.Sempat show off the things i bought to him.*haha*Pity looking at his condition after he told me how he got the accident.Ard 7pm,head to cgh.Everything settled in 2hrs time.

To Nawa:Thx for accompanying me buying those stuffs.At first i remind myself already not to buy other stuffs except for my heels.But due to ur new shirt,i was carried away spending my $5 on clothes.C,next time u shud not wear new stuff whn we are shopping alright!!!argh...Yes,i do agree with you that my heels are sexy but it will be superduper hot and sexy if it was to be red in colour,right?Da jadi macam The Devil Wears Prada..hahha.

27th March 2008

Met up with him in the noon and slacking here and there..Tried to ride his bike and yey!I passed to ride without anything touching the ground..wohoo..and also manage to do corner..Cool!!After those trial,he head off to work and I metup w my sis at cp.But before both of us head to our own destinations,we fell from the bike while we were going down the carpark slope.haha..none of our fault but due to the slippery floor.The worst part is tt i wasn't wearing any helmet at all..Quite funny though.Laughter filled the carpark.hahaha...

DO NOT RIDE MOTORBIKES WITHOUT WEARING ANY HELMET EVENTHOUGH IT'S A VERY SHORT DISTANCE.

29th March 2008

Went out w my sis to tamp,meeting up w nin.Had lunch at mc twcc.Manage to see my lovely sugar after so long ever since we met up the other day.Thn walked off to the bazaar nearby to see if there's any clothes sale.None.The clothes were not to my taste.Thus end up just walking here and there.Feeling tired,off to our home sweet home.

At 6pm,went out again w my family and had dinner at tk restaurant till 9.30pm.I finished up all those food which no one can no longer consume.Had a really great dinner and evening with my family after those years of busy-ness.

31st March 2008

Had mp briefing and luckily,the three of us(me,nawa,raihan) were not re-shuffled into other groups.Customer Experience Center(CEC)-Next Generation is our assigned project and we will be doing it at Phillips Toa Payoh.Damn freaking far sia but was happy too because it's difficult for us students to be attached to phillips.Only those with high gpas.On the second thought,I got to go out from my house 2 hrs early which means tt i have to wake up ard 5.45am everyday to go to "work" which has no pay at all.haiz..

Met up with him in the noon.Accompanied him to bdk poly thn had lunch at kfc.Followed him to his office,thn to ubi and lastly,to city hall.Showed him the donut factory at raffles city,bought drink from starbucks and had dner at marina sq foodcourt.Had a really great and wonderful time with him! ;)

What 'Lady N' means??

2008-03-30T08:39:00.001+08:00

What Lady N Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Updating...

2008-03-26T09:25:00.005+08:00

21st March 2008

Had outdoor performance at Kampung Glam.The programme was horrendous.Organisers does not provide us the proper instructions.We are dancers instead of models! Okay,let's forget about the pathetic show.Meet up with izzy and her secondary mate(the girl whom i used to know during sec1),shopping at Bugis Street till 8pm.

Here's a sneak view of our costumes:

23rd March 2008

Met up with him after my tuition ended ard 6.45pm.Slacked somewhere till 7.30pm.Then off we headed to simpang bedok for our dinner for 1.30hr.Guess who we met?!Taufik Batisah!!!He's damn freaking tall,tough and gorgeous.He was slacking ard w his few ghurl n boyfrns...Happy sak dapat jumper dier live!!!haha..but the sad part was that no camera was with me so didn't get a snap with him..Dnt be jealous alright my dear Nawa n Izzy.haha..

25th March 2008

Had a date with him in the afternoon.Had bk at tm and looking through some heels at century sq.Headed off to bukit merah to buy his tail light thn proceed to ubi.After that window shopping at bugis street.Surveying for my heels.

Found two different black heels of the same price at $19.90.One at century sq while another at bugis street.Confused which one to buy,got to wait for the following day w my ghurlfrn,Nawa.Hopefully by tmr I can get what I had always wanted so far..

Updates..

2008-03-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

15th March 2008

Performance at Taman Warisan was splendid and full of fun despite the scorching hot weather..The opening dance was a bit of cockup as zu & rad had forgotten the steps which made me terikut skali...as a results,we laugh while dancing.haha.In addition,both my feet was burnt due to the frequent stepping on the black scotchtape.

The 3 hrs break was not that long though as how we had expected earlier on..Well,had our lunch and watch the Atrika and NUS perform,camwhoring here and there.Manage to snap pix w Didicazly.Lots of camera man snap pix of us..da macam jadi model gitu..haha..but i really adore the outcome of the pictures..damn freaking lawa..

The closing dance at 5pm was much more better and we remembered to put on our sanggul ahah..At 6pm,off we went. More pix can be viewed at http://bedahz.multiply.com/photos/album/70/15-03-08

16th March 2008

A very sucky day for me.I just don't get what my immune body is trying to say.Felt a total weakness which led to frequent coughing and increase in body temperature.*wtf*

Bombarded

2008-03-15T06:56:00.001+08:00

Results were released two days ago..it was horrendous*worst than i thought* Pass all of the subjects though..wonder if i can make it for my Ba.Sc the following year.

Yesterday was a hectic day searching for assessments books for my 3 students.I spent almost 2hrs just to find the appropriate books for them..*wth*

Today's the final day for all the last minutes revisions of dance steps and everything ah..Also just got to know that our performance will be at 2 pm n 5pm.Wonder the 3hrs break what are we going to do...haiz...Looks like we have to wait for tomorrow's happening..toodles.

A Teenage Girl's First Crush

2008-03-12T09:17:00.000+08:00

A teenage girl's first crush is . . . well, crushing.
Her body isn't hers, nor is her mind.
She finds herself shivering, shaking, blushing,
Weak, tormented, sick, and going blind.
And why? Because some guy might look her way,
Then cast his eyes as quickly to the ground;
Some special one, for reasons she can't say,
Whose voice makes her feel faint when he's around.
But now my crush on you has been returned,
And so the two of us stand on some brink:
It can't be love so young, and yet we've learned
Love does its will, no matter what we think.
Slowly, slowly now--we mustn't rush:
Let's enjoy this first sweet teenage crush.

~Nicholas Gordan~

Sweet dates

2008-03-11T08:43:00.000+08:00

Had a date just now with the young boy whom I really have a crush on..The 2 years gap does not make any difference,indeed it makes me feel younger *childish*...Met him after Izzy and me surveyed the price of a swimming costume at giant.

Upon reaching tamp int,met him w his frns.Heading off to kfc for dinner.Followed by the two frns of him leaving and left the three of us going to popular looking for books..After a thorough browsing,accompanied Izzy back to int till she boarded the bus.

This is the part whn everybody had left the two of us together..Nowhere to head to,ended up slacking under the block.Boredom striked.Luckily with the presence of my emath 'o' lvl tys,we start doing simple qns for an hour.At 10pm,i'm off.

To Izzy : Thanks for the accompany from 12.40pm till 8.40pm.Didn't expect to really hangout with u tt long..*haha*.Despite a hectic intensive week of trgs and searching for your intern,really appreciate our hangout day..!!

To my lovely sugar : Had a great day with you.Sorry for the short time of ignorance due to the awkward feeling on our first date but had a great time with you,dear.I'm just speechless*lazytodescribeeverything*.

Courageandstrength
hasmademe
tobeastrongperson
tofacetherealityandmoveon!!

De-stress!!

2007-11-14T01:52:00.000+08:00

Now where should I start?hmm...
Alright I start from yesterday's event.Had my rehearsal at dance studio and auditoria1.Was really tired and hectic for me.The reason was because,I just had a big bag of potato chips but not my proper meal before trg.As a results,I got a gastric!(damn!)Even when I did my steps I felt so weak and almost fainted.Luckily,there's izyan,shidah,waany,iffah n rad who constantly keep an eye on me..thanx gals..!

To wrap up,I really had a bad day yesterday.haiz..

Now,I'm glad that I had completed my teaching notes for DMSD and EWEAPP this morning!So no more thoughts of when am I going to finish the slides by this week,yey!!

This week will be my busiest week of all.Very tight schedules for the week.Bombarded with teaching schedules,assignments,rehearsals,and most probably tuition(maybe can be postpone to next week)..

Great time with him...

2007-11-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

Today after school,i went giordano with nawa bcuz she got a 40% off private sale..Got to think twice(or perhaps thrice) upon buying clothe as I had just 20 bucks left with me.After almost half an hour,i bought 2 of the ladies basic tshirt at $8 ea.

Then i met him.Was really glad to meet him after the number of days missing him.After we were done with our lunch,we head to our normal chilling place.We spent two hours full of relaxing and calm.He even taught and tested me to ride his bike.I was glad to ride and control the bike by myself ever since i rode it last semester..haha..and..I pass the test!!yey!!

Training at night was hectic for me.I just couldn't get the steps right!argh..but i'l try my best to memorise the steps and sequence..i have to though..

Done with trg,he fetched me at the pick-up point..he just gave me a sudden surprise bcuz he had confirmed with me that we r not meeting after my trg as he felt tired and need some rest..

=)

2007-11-07T09:23:00.000+08:00

bonjour! At last,i manage to have a new blog since the last update of the old one in june..hehe..