After 3 weeks of silence,somebody dropped me a text asking me how I was. Shocked to be said upon seeing the sender's name.
To: The Guy
Silent doesn't mean you're forgotten nor I don't want to have anything to do with you. I just want to see if you can withstand without having me around with you. But it proves me wrong. You are filled with disappointments and you tend to keep things a lot to yourself. Where is the MRK that I've known for 4 years? Where is he? What has happened to him? I remembered you told me that she's A LOT better than me but it seems that you are about to be torn apart from your ownself by her. See,this is what you get when you hurt others badly. Even before you told me "I love you" and a few seconds later "I miss you" yesterday, I already knew it. I know you very well,boy. Having me around,you prefer to be as childish as you were a lil boy but I don't think you'll be the same when you're with her. The following is a song that you asked me to listen because it describes your feelings. I've been hearing it over and over again to understand your condition now. Boy, follow your heart not your desire. Qualifications can never be compared and associated with love. Remember when you asked me if you were to sit on a wheelchair for the rest of your lifetime, what were my answers...? Think about it.
"Aku yang lemah tanpamu...
Aku yang rentan karena...
Cinta yang telah hilang darimu...
Yang mampu menyanjungku..
Selama mata terbuka...
sampai jantung tak berdetak...
Selama itu pun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu..
Darimu...
ku temukan hidupku...
Bagiku...
Kaulah cinta sejati..
Bila...!
yang tertulis untukku adalah yang terbaik untukmu...
Kanku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku..
Namun...!
takkan mudah bagiku meninggalkan jejaki dulu yang telah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah..."
- Kenangan Terindah,Samsons
To: The Guy
Silent doesn't mean you're forgotten nor I don't want to have anything to do with you. I just want to see if you can withstand without having me around with you. But it proves me wrong. You are filled with disappointments and you tend to keep things a lot to yourself. Where is the MRK that I've known for 4 years? Where is he? What has happened to him? I remembered you told me that she's A LOT better than me but it seems that you are about to be torn apart from your ownself by her. See,this is what you get when you hurt others badly. Even before you told me "I love you" and a few seconds later "I miss you" yesterday, I already knew it. I know you very well,boy. Having me around,you prefer to be as childish as you were a lil boy but I don't think you'll be the same when you're with her. The following is a song that you asked me to listen because it describes your feelings. I've been hearing it over and over again to understand your condition now. Boy, follow your heart not your desire. Qualifications can never be compared and associated with love. Remember when you asked me if you were to sit on a wheelchair for the rest of your lifetime, what were my answers...? Think about it.
"Aku yang lemah tanpamu...
Aku yang rentan karena...
Cinta yang telah hilang darimu...
Yang mampu menyanjungku..
Selama mata terbuka...
sampai jantung tak berdetak...
Selama itu pun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu..
Darimu...
ku temukan hidupku...
Bagiku...
Kaulah cinta sejati..
Bila...!
yang tertulis untukku adalah yang terbaik untukmu...
Kanku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku..
Namun...!
takkan mudah bagiku meninggalkan jejaki dulu yang telah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah..."
- Kenangan Terindah,Samsons